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Thursday 27 September 2012

Don't hope. Decide.

Let me say from the start, that I did not write this story. I just thought it's worth reading. 

This story, dear children, is about love.
This story, can be applied to any other aspect of your life.
Could be a career, could be love, could be anything at all.
Stop existing and start living. 
Take charge of your life.
And.

Enjoy.

 "While waiting to pick up a friend at the airport in Portland, Oregon, I had one of those life-changing experiences that you hear other people talk about — the kind that sneaks up on you unexpectedly. This one occurred a mere two feet away from me.
Straining to locate my friend among the passengers deplaning through the jet way, I noticed a man coming toward me carrying two light bags. He stopped right next to me to greet his family.
First he motioned to his youngest son (maybe six years old) as he laid down his bags. They gave each other a long, loving hug. As they separated enough to look in each other’s face, I heard the father say, “It’s so good to see you, son. I missed you so much!” His son smiled somewhat shyly, averted his eyes and replied softly, “Me, too, Dad!”
Then the man stood up, gazed in the eyes of his oldest son (maybe nine or ten) and while cupping his son’s face in his hands said, “You’re already quite the young man. I love you very much, Zach!” They too hugged a most loving, tender hug.
While this was happening, a baby girl (perhaps one or one-and-a-half) was squirming excitedly in her mother’s arms, never once taking her little eyes off the wonderful sight of her returning father. The man said, “Hi, baby girl!” as he gently took the child from her mother. He quickly kissed her face all over and then held her close to his chest while rocking her from side to side. The little girl instantly relaxed and simply laid her head on his shoulder, motionless in pure contentment.
After several moments, he handed his daughter to his oldest son and declared, “I’ve saved the best for last!” and proceeded to give his wife the longest, most passionate kiss I ever remember seeing. He gazed into her eyes for several seconds and then silently mouthed. “I love you so much!” They stared at each other’s eyes, beaming big smiles at one another, while holding both hands.
For an instant they reminded me of newlyweds, but I knew by the age of their kids that they couldn’t possibly be. I puzzled about it for a moment then realized how totally engrossed I was in the wonderful display of unconditional love not more than an arm’s length away from me. I suddenly felt uncomfortable, as if I was invading something sacred, but was amazed to hear my own voice nervously ask, “Wow! How long have you two been married?
“Been together fourteen years total, married twelve of those.” he replied, without breaking his gaze from his lovely wife’s face. “Well then, how long have you been away?” I asked. The man finally turned and looked at me, still beaming his joyous smile. “Two whole days!”
Two days? I was stunned. By the intensity of the greeting, I had assumed he’d been gone for at least several weeks – if not months. I know my expression betrayed me.
I said almost offhandedly, hoping to end my intrusion with some semblance of grace (and to get back to searching for my friend), “I hope my marriage is still that passionate after twelve years!”
The man suddenly stopped smiling.
He looked me straight in the eye, and with forcefulness that burned right into my soul, he told me something that left me a different person. He told me, “Don’t hope, friend… decide!” Then he flashed me his wonderful smile again, shook my hand and said, “God bless!”"

- By Michael D. Hargrove and Bottom Line Underwriters, Inc.
Copyright 1997


Saturday 15 September 2012

"The Greater the Struggle - the More Glorious the Triumph"

'The Butterfly Circus' a short little film that turned my life around.

Impossible is nothing.



Don't put a limit on what you think you can do.

The short was written and directed by Joshua Weigel. Starring Nick Vujicic - the most inspiring person on this silly planet.  A wonderful man, who time and time again proves that there is no limits in life. Despite all odds. I admire him so immensely. He deserves to have the most beautiful life.


{ http://es.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nick_Vujicic }


 High quality: https://vimeo.com/17150524


Thursday 13 September 2012

I come from a long line of actors. It's called an 'audition queue'.

STOP WORRYING. Be a happy actor. 

Do not. EVER. Call yourself a S T R U G G L I N G actor. 

Be excited about auditions. They are fun. They let you ACT. They let you do that one thing you love so much.

And that is what being an actor is all about right?

Acting.

So don't dread an audition. Don't get worried that you might not get a callback. 
Because auditioning in itself is a fantastic part of actors life. If it results in a job? Perfect! If it doesn't? So be it, there are more exciting auditions to go to.

Think about it this way:

You'd pay 25 pounds for an hour of acting class. Here you get a chance of one for free in form of a casting. Seize this opportunity to further your skill. When you prepare for a casting, apply everything you have ever learnt, hell, go method on it, do it the American way - go to a casting like you already got the part. It's yours. Be there as if you've been to make-up and wardrawbe. When you land the job, you can't afford to stress over what the director thinks, because you must be in the moment. Why not do the same with a casting? Leave all your insecurities outside that door. They want you to be it !!! That is why they called you to audition. They didn't say behind your back: Hey! Lets make fun of this struggling bastard, lets call him in and laugh at his face. NO. They call you in, because they HOPE with all of their hearts and souls you are the one. They are your friend. They have seen your showreel, they know audition setting will not be a field to prove your FULL potential, because frankly talking to a wall or camera lense is never going to be organic - and no matter how much you will trick yourself into believing your circumstances - and no matter how clearly you see the camera becoming face of a beloved - it is bound to be less then your final performance would be. 

They know it! 

Knowing that they know it - CHILL. And. Enjoy. 

Monday 10 September 2012

Love yourself.

A wise man once said to a wise woman: 
                          " You really love yourself."

She was about to protest.
Then. She thought to herself:
                           " Why, yes I do love myself."

And you know what?

Nothing wrong with loving oneself.

How can you love the World, the people, your life - if you don't love yourself?
How can you expect someone else to love you - if you don't love yourself?

The wise woman found that before - back when she used to pick on herself, dwell on past mistakes, dwell on her flaws - There would always be some traces of envy in her. And she would  find excuses. She would blame the circumstances for the actions and choices she would then later regret. But once she'd come to realise that she could be whomever she wanted to be; and once she has become more or less who she wanted to be -there was not a hint of negativity in her left. And now she can be FREE. She can be happy for others. Trully. For their success. Almost as if it was her own. But it is ONLY because she knows she is the person she wants to be, doing what she wants to do. And she loves being herself. Because of this she can love the World without limits.

It is a powerful and liberating feeling. 

And yes. That woman was me. Shhh.

Now I'm not saying you should be arrogant. Or that you should love yourself more then you love others. But just be happy with who you are. And if you are not, become the person you want to be:

Be the person YOU can LOVE. 




Saturday 1 September 2012

How many actors does it take to change a light bulb?

100.

           1 to change the bulb.

                         99 to say "I could have done it".


Good times.